Where do I start..... Hmmmm I'm currently living in Maryland now...we just moved here from Florida a lil over a month ago. I really need to vent right now.... Have you ever felt betrayed by everyone around you? You do so much to be a good friend/relative. You support all of them in the decisions they make even if you don't AGREE. Yea, I've made mistakes and I've said I'd do things that I didn't do. I've told people bad things about someone I deeply and truely care about and made them feel sorry for me and pitty me, when in reality I'm not perfect and I've done things that I'm not proud of. None of them approve of my situation and wish me happiness and is willing to help me as long as I'M WILLING. There was a time where I wasn't happy and I wanted out. I've made plans and was going to follow through BUT...things happened!!! Therefore DIDN'T go with my plans. I'd like to appologize to those who I've dissapointed/hurt/angered. I know I've put you all through a lot and understand where ya'll are coming from. Never again will I put ya'll through this. People may think the outcome of certain situations I've went through aren't the way to go about it, and I wasn't WOMAN enough to stand up for myself, but HONESTLY, I don't know how to handle situations like them. I dont' know what to expect in the worst case senerio. I admit, I'm a chicken shit when it comes to certain situations and I tend to only listen and NOT say a word on how I feel or what I believe is right. A particular someone acted like it was the end of the world when he/she didn't get his/her way. He/She turned his/her back on me and got others to do the same. Makin it seem like I'm the worst person in the world. When in reality, he/she made the situation horrible than it really was. He/She showed no respect for me or my boyfriend and expected to get his/her way......I DONT THINK SO! I could only take so much from him/her. He/She took it to far and therefore did what i did. If you knew about love and what love can do to you, YOU'D UNDERSTAND! No relationship is perfect and I belive in working things out. I was once told to think about the good and the bad. If the good outway the bad then do what you can to keep things together. There are a lot of people out there in worst situations than I am. In fact, I dont think I'm in a "worst" situation. I belive that I'm very ((what's the word...)) into detail about everything. From the way I fold towels, to how I put away clothes, to how I keep things. In my relationship I pay attention to detail. I know now that GUYS don't. (not like girls). You know, we ask them to put the toilet seat down, put dirty dishes in the sink, coats back in the closet, dirty clothes in the hamper....you know simple things. I'm the biggest complainer ever! I complain about everything (in my head now a days). I'm trying to keep my mouth shut and stop making a big deal out of nothing. I believe its working. I'm happy on where I currently stand in my relationship. In fact, I'm in awe. I always wonder what my boyfriend thinks about me, and what he thinks about our relationship....but he's not that type. You know how guys are about their pride. I'm okay with that. (for now) He's really watched me grow and become who I am today. I'm thankful for that and thankful for having him in my life and very blessed that we have a beautiful son together. I honestly wouldn't know what to do without him. He may not know this but, I would do ANYTHING for him. He, my son and the lord up above are all that matter to me the most......other than family (you know my mom and them...hehe) OKAY I THINK I'M DONE NOW!!! THANKS FOR READING!! i HOPE i DIDN'T BORE YOU...COMMENT IF YOU WANT! 
Recent pic of me and my son (15months) | 
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(laughing smile), like he's saying in his head....HAHAHAH see, i knew you'd come and get me..i'm just too good...........
This one's my favorite out of the many I took.